The Welfare Queen
He
started dreaming again. A good-looking older man came into focus. This man was
making a speech inside a packed chamber, addressing a crowd of men in business
suits sitting on classroom type chairs. AJ could only hear bits and pieces,
straining to make sense of what the man was saying. The man was well groomed
and not only exuded confidence, but also seemed to be inspiring it in his
audience. The man’s words travelled in slow motion to AJ’s ears. He heard
something and then the words “welfare queen.” Next he heard “shining city on
the hill,” and then he heard “government is the problem,” followed by “the evil
empire.” Light bulbs went off in AJ’s mind and he recognized the man. It was
Reagan. As soon as he realized that, AJ suddenly found himself sitting on the
steps of the Lincoln Memorial, watching the sun rise over the Capitol. The sky
was cloudless and it promised to be a lovely day.
Its morning in America again, thought AJ, as he looked at
the red button he was holding which said “Reagan/Bush 80.” He had saved this
one button from back in his college days when he volunteered for the
Reagan/Bush campaign.
In a flash, AJ was driving a large black
Cadillac through the streets of Washington .
He was in the northwest section. The buildings all seemed to be shiny and
located on top of a hill.
With
no warning, AJ found himself in the southeast section of the city. Dilapidated buildings
falling apart, trash everywhere, abandoned lots, boarded up shops, and young
black kids soliciting drug sales attack the senses. AJ started looking for
Welfare Queens. He didn’t know what or who to look for, but he just started
asking around—for Welfare Queens. One kid said he didn’t have Welfare Queen,
but he just got a new shipment of some mind-blowing Hawaiian.
AJ shook his head. He didn’t think Welfare
Queens were Polynesian. The kid did promise to inform his supplier that street
demand for Welfare Queen was heating up.
AJ was getting desperate now. He started
frantically knocking on doors, one dilapidated building after another, looking
for the Welfare Queen—just one Welfare Queen.
No such luck.
*****
AJ
now saw himself in Camden , NJ .
He had just arrived from downtown Philly, where he had spent the whole
day searching for Welfare Queens. Why could he not find any Welfare Queens? They must be very cagey, these Welfare Queens . They must be hiding. Hiding from whom, though?
President Reagan? Why? Why would anybody want to hide from a kindly old
grandfather who brought morning in America again and put all of America on a
shiny hill? Or was it the shining America on a hill? Whatever…
Anyway, AJ was very confused.
He kept running from city to city, coast to
coast, one inner city area to another inner city area. The entire time he just
couldn’t shake the lines from a song he had listened to a lot as a teenager:
And in the master’s
chambers
They gathered for the feast;
They stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can’t kill the beast
They gathered for the feast;
They stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can’t kill the beast
No
matter how hard he tried, he just couldn’t locate the Welfare Queen. Just as he
was about to give up he saw a black woman driving an old junker of a Cadillac.
It stopped in front of a pathetic looking row house. The woman got out of the
car, went around and started pulling at the passenger side door. After a few
tries the passenger side door gave way and a young Asian man, probably Chinese
got out. The woman was wearing fake fur and smelled of cheap perfume. There was
a halo around her head. There she is,
AJ thought. Finally, I have found the
Welfare Queen. As he moved towards her, she disappeared inside the house,
with the Asian man. AJ waited outside the row house. After a while, the Asian
man came out. AJ started to go in, but he felt something hitting him at the
back of his head with a heavy thud. He blacked out.
*****
When
he awoke, AJ was lying on a filthy bed. He saw a little black boy and a little
black girl running around, laughing. They were wearing cheap t-shirts and
shorts. The room had junk everywhere, and an old refrigerator in the corner of
the room was open and almost empty. He looked to the other side, and lo and
behold—there was the Welfare Queen! Shangri La! Her clothes were cheap, but her
movements were elegant and catlike, and she had a natural elegance, which she
wasn’t even conscious of. She moved forward and offered AJ a cup of black coffee.
“How
do you feel now, Hon?” asked the Welfare Queen.
“All
right, I guess,” said AJ. “My head hurts, though.”
“You
will be fine. You are lucky it was not a hard blow. You should be careful in
these parts, you know,” said the Welfare Queen.
“You
are the Welfare Queen, right?” asked AJ.
“I
can be anything you want me to be,” replied the Welfare Queen, “but you best
rest right now and when you are all healed, you come back, you hear. I will be
your Queen and it will be on the house. Okay, Hon?”
“You
lied to me,” said AJ. “You are not the Welfare Queen. You are the Queen of
Hearts.”
She
turned around and smiled the prettiest, warmest smile he had ever seen. He felt
the warmth of that smile envelope his body as he slipped back into deep slumber.
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